:D

Exam is looking good still. lol. Oh well, honey is getting okay. He just called this afternoon. I miss him so much. BM exam is so easy… lol. Aim for a B. hehe.. Well, everything is fine today. There is not much things to say.

Just to add in. I have a weird dream. Lol. About me dressing. I feel so feminin after that dream. Oh well, haha. Hope everything will be great and fine soon.

Next Week Exams!!! yay!  Tonight is also a very special nite. Its the day we have meet. And on the 22, its our anniversarry. Its okay that we cant celebrate this year. Next year, we can celebrate it. lol. Honey, just have fun at Penang there. I love you so much and I miss you a lot. Guess, I will be staying at home for this holiday. Home Stay. haha..

Well, I have something to do tho, =) So yeah, Everything will be fine and all right. Good nite everyone. God bless. Take care… =D

=S

Honey is sick these few days So so worried… I really really want him to get well soon.. Today I am fine..and am worried..

Tomorrow got Bahasa Melayu examination. No worries. Got learn and sure can do. I hope everyone is okay. Especially BRY. There was family home evening this evening here. They went home already. Safely!

Nothing much today.. except for doing all the housework. Its for my own good tho.. hehe. Well, I am really learning about how to do everything. lol. Oh well, I also want to pass my exam.

God bless… have fun. I miss you bry.. Get well soon…

Exams

Examinations week is going on. =) Oh well, there is nothing much than I can say. Everything is fine now. I know I did well in paper two accounting but not paper 1. I know it sounds bad.. But Still go hope.. I really need to understand more in those Account book.

Well, Chemistry examination is going on tomorrow.. I need to memorize a few things. Just bought some thing just now. We even eat outside. I am really tired this days.. So so tired. But I am fine.. And a bit worried of someone.. so much, Bry dear of course..

Well, this afternoon heading to the car.. Thai Moh called my name. Lol. He looks great by the way. Well, I feel touch when I say my butterfly that I gave to him last year. Haha.. That bookmark. It is worth it. He is still my goodfriend.

Hmmm… There is nothing much than I can say.. But this day I miss someone so dearly.. So so much.. I miss him lots lots lots.. Bryan honey.. I hope he is fine.. =D

Take care everyone.. God bless.. have fun

 

By the way, Ian give me the most difficult question to answer.. But in the end, I did it.. haha.. I answer it correctly and what he thinks is the same.. lol. =) haha.. Proud of the day…

Its Monday

Yeap.. Its Monday.. Tomorrow Exam.. Accounting.. Well, I should be happy.. Cause It is going to be Easy and Hard.. Lol. Oh well, I am quite confuse today. So confuse.. lol. =) I hope everything is fine. I miss everything. Take care..

Hmmm, No more Rain??? Its really hot here.. lol. Hai and hai… I miss Bry..

I miss him so so much… =)

I love you Bry

Thank you

Thank you for all of your wishes today.. =) I feel so happy and gratefull that I have lots of friend. Today everything is fine. I did it! lol. I pass my english oral examination. I hope everything is fine.

Today is really a happy day.. I dont have to worry much!!!

I love you all.. All of you.. Thanks for your wishes.. God bless..  Nite… and thanks

Well, happy birthday to me…

Lol.. well, just like almost every year.. I didnt celebrate.. Oh well, I just remember mum cook a lot for me last year.. I was upset that She didnt give much.. but only know I reliase that she gave me more than that.. She gave me so much.

Lol, until now.. no one has ever greet me a happy birthday right at 12 a.m. lol. But nevermind.. lol. Oh well, I dont know what to do know. I thought that I am happy. But I dont think so. I want to cry right now. oh well, nevermind.

Tomorrow, I am going to have my oral presentation. I just hope that those who love me, support me. Well, this year.. The Present that I needed the most is “Love”. Friends love. Families Love. Dears love. 

I really feel much more better now.. lol. After sms honey. =D I feel no more upsad. lol. ok. I know that when i go to bed later. I will start again… Oh well, Nothing to say.. =) Nitez….

Lazy Me! Really!

I am so tired… I am so bored.. I am so sleepy…!! I am so LAZY!!! Really! ITs True.. Dont know where did I get this sickness.. but I really need antibiotic for this!!!

I cannot stand this laziness… Been so tired the whole day and need to push my self really hard! Well, hehe.. Today is really a good day that I am still here and alive that I am able to post my blog.. But, I argue with some human in my class.. Just because I am a prefect.. Weird right! Nevermind then.. I dont mind at all…

Today everything is fine Actually its not, but atleast I manage to run away from this problem.. I hope I can sleep well tonight and start a lucky day tomorrow!!! hehe.. Nite Guys!!!! God bless…

School!

School, school and school. Tomorrow school again.. haha! Nevermind.. Should go to school cause we need to study.. Study and Study! KNowledge is important. Be positive.. haha!

Oh well, got to go for study now.. Miss you all.. and I love you bry honey.. Nite nite… God bless. Take care!!! Oh yea.. Happy Assignment Gor.. Lol.. And to all my friends.. Happy Day Preparing Presentation!! Lol.

Oh no!

Lol.. mar mar is gaining weight. ANother issues.. Weight and eating problem.. haha. Thats why.. *poke poke.. I need to find a solution.. Nite.. Sleep sleepp.. God bless.. aduhai.. gaining weight is what I am more worried about.. lol.

=)

I am really lonely this evening. Haha. Without him. Well anyways, my family and I went out today. Just to buy some new bracelets and necklace. I did bought bracelet. Lol. But Bryan’s bracelet is more beautiful that he gave me. ( trying to renew it). Well, everything is fine. Just feeling missing someone a lot and lots.

Oh yea, Tomorrow start my studying and lesson. Next week I am going to have my exams. Not next week but on the 11. Well, everything will be fine. I hope it will be fine. Today is really a great day. I miss mum a lot too. I miss everyone. Well, Aunty is going back soon to Bintulu. Dad is still searching for children sitter ( prefer children than baby lol…) Well, I hope everything is fine. So, I am getting old soon. haha. Birthday next week.. So yeah.. Old me again. Really want to change to be more optimist.

Last night I sleep really late. Around three. I dont know what am I doing. haha. But for sure… I am staring at my computer. lol. Well, there are lots of thing going in and out from my mind. haha. I just know that I really think so much about life. Both past and future. I hope I can change to a better person. A person that would make everyone around me feel happy. Especially to my family and honey. shhhhh… lol. I am really trying hard to be a good girl for him. I dont want to hurt anyone feelings anymore…

Well, school is fine. Harry Potter’ s movie is also fine. haha. Never change Martha from becoming Harry’s Fan.. lol. Anyway, I am in the 2009/2010 prefect community in school. Well, no comment at all.

I miss Sharlene, Crystal, even my pillow.. I miss everyone.. haha. Its 1.41 a.m. and what am I doing here.. Still blogging. This is my trouble.. If honey know, I will be in a really ( menyusahkan orang situation ). I cant sleep.. I think so much about what will happen to me in my life.. Will I be good or bad or whatsoever… But i am glad that today, I made some friends happy. Cheer them up… lol. Cause I miss Bryan so much.. so I am pretty lonely this evening.. It would be something happy to cheer up my friends.. especially those who wants some shoulder..

Anyway, I really need to stop writing or typing and start brushing my teeth for bed. lol. I really wish I have credit now, so that I can sms Bryan dear.. But there are only 0.18 sen leave.. lol. Apa lah.. haha.

To my dearest Bry..

Nite nite.. I love you.. God bless.. Take care and Have fun I love you so much! nite nite…

love,

mar

hehe.. okay time to sleep.. nite everyone.. Keep searching, and dont ever try to stop on the half way..

Nite